Tuesday, 24 June 2014

Crazy





You’re eyes are closed but I know you can see in the night,

When there is no light that can shine and the outshine God’s favourite star;

Start to realise that your eyes have just opened and now stare at mine,

I can see that the light’s in your eyes heart then the shining is mine, all mine.

Crazy but I understand.

 

Your lips are still like shield left afield in the still of the quiet night

And the silence is smiling a savouring smile;

One of love and warmth like the kind in your touch when your lips are on mine,

And a whisper unfolds from the sight then the silence is mine, or thine.

Crazy but I understand.

 


And it’s all because of you:

That I’ll sing ‘till the break of the day, for you;

And I’ll sing ‘till the end of the world for you.

 


Years have gone by and the danger of dying young’s gone

A long time ago, somehow we never made it whatever that meant

But I won’t forget what you taught me by always living for yourself

As today I’m alive and I live only for those I love; and love life.

 

Crazy but I understand.

Do you know what I mean?
Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014

 

Friday, 20 June 2014

La Verdadera Revolución

 
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La verdadera revolución, es la que pasa en el corazón.

Porque ya no hay tiempo y ya no hay razón,

La historia se recita a si misma

Como una oración.

 

La verdadera revolución, es la que pasa en el corazón

Y el pueblo ya no teme otra invasión;

Pues ha demostrado al enemigo,

Que las fronteras cambian, pero solo la gente es nación.

 


La verdadera revolución es la que pasa en el corazón.

Porque nuestra tierra tan querida,

Grita por sus mil heridas:

‘A donde tu vayas, yo estoy…

...Y esa breve chispa en los ojos de un niño

destello en la espada del ‘arcángel divino’

Soy yo.’

 


Como un corazón partido en millones,

Nosotros mismos somos revoluciones.

Que se luchan con solo fijar la mirada;

Que se escuchan sin tener que decir nada.

 

La verdadera revolución, es la que pasa en el corazón;

Y es aquella que regalamos al mundo,

A través de la migración.

Pues quien la lleva dentro;

Nunca dejó su nación.
 
Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014
 


‘Goyathlay’ (Geronimo) 1887, photo by Ben Wittick (1845–1903)

Public Domain.
 
 

A true revolution happens in the heart,

because time has ended and reason stopped;

now history recites itself

like a prayer.

 

A true revolution happens in the heart.

the people fear invasion no more

‘cause they have shown the enemy

that borders may be re-drawn,

but only the people are the nation.

 

The true revolution happens in the heart

because our loved land

cries out through her thousand wounds:

‘Wherever you go, I’ll be there…

…in that brief spark in the eyes of a child;

in that flash of sunlight on the blade of an angel up high;

I’ll be there.

 

One heart shattered into millions

we ourselves are revolutions

fought by merely fixing gazes,

spoken without words or phrases.

 

A true revolution happens in the heart,

and it is that which we gift the world

through our migration

because he or she who carries it inside

will never leave their nation.
Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014
 

Sunday, 15 June 2014

Beauty in the Beast


 

 

Beauty in the Beast

Are they tiger-moth’s wings or predator’s eyes?

Or even things in the mouth of a tiger in disguise?

 
Either way, can't hide the beauty in the beast.


 

For what was a ‘kill’ became ‘game’ and then got bar-coded and inhumane

And now it’s plastic-packed into 20-foot long freezer frames.
 

Until it’s hard to find the beauty in the beast.


Who hunts whom now? The question is

Now that man is not just the hunter king of all beasts,

But also the farmer of his own species?

Is there -after all this evolution- no compassion solution?

But rather exploitation packed into shopping cart illusion?


Let’s try to find the beauty in the beast.

‘Cause one day our demise could be marked by the sound of fluttering wings

And the buzzing of bees sharpening their stings

Taking flight from dark corners to multiply in the sun

as they once did long ago, before we had ever begun


To exist… like the beauty in the beast.

Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014

Saturday, 14 June 2014

MH 370: Looking for Malice in the Absence of Answers?

 
 
In a post 911 world, it is certainly understandable that the spectre of aircraft hijacking will taint any airliner disappearance mystery; and it certainly seems like the media’s coverage of the disappearance of Malaysian Airlines Flight 370 seems to periodically revisit the suggestion that the plane must have been either hijacked or sabotaged by someone.
As a pilot however, it bothers me that the ‘hijacking theory’ has -to some degree- centred on the 2 pilots; as is particularly the case on 24hr news channels on the mainstream media.
These media outlets seem very interested in blowing certain things out of all proportion such as any personal information they can obtain on the 2 pilots: Captain Zaharie Ahmad Shah and First Officer Fariq Abdul Hamid.
In the absence of answers, they seem to be hoping that analysing the lives of these 2 men can suddenly explain something as shockingly complex and meaningful as the disappearance of a modern long-haul aircraft.
The conspiracy theory centred on the 2 stolen passports used by the Iranian teenagers on board lead to nothing; and what a big deal that was made into at the time...
I would even suggest that the MSM would not have this level of interest in the pilots’ personal lives and potential for past misdemeanours if the pilots involved were not natives of a predominantly Muslim country.
So what are they 'revealing'? That the FO smoked in the cockpit and invited Australian girls into the cockpit to show off; and that the captain owned a flight simulator and had his own Youtube channel… nothing too sinister so far; and the 24hr news networks must be disappointed.
What I’m saying is this: Let’s not get distracted from the fact that 239 people are missing. They all have families who love them, they themselves love their own families and friends –Several of those passengers are children- this is a terrible thing that is happening...
...and the pilots are 2 of those missing people.
It seems to me much more likely that the pilots were faced with a depressurization than a  hijacking. Maybe the pilots were faced with a sudden depressurization which partially or fully incapacitated them both, or an insidious one where even the warning systems were ineffective for some reason.
 
Maybe they made a mistake; maybe they didn’t.
Maybe they were faced with a situation which is unimaginable to the rest of us just sitting at home.
Perhaps it is easier for the MSM to report on how someone ‘may have done something’ rather than reflect on the reality that in spite of all the technology available, a huge aircraft with 239 people on board can disappear for well over a week -so far.
To face the implications of this would mean to accept that the power structures which we trust, have less proficiency and capability than we thought they did.
To accept this would mean that the next time we get on a long-haul flight, we all could be quite literally flying into the unknown; truly putting our lives in the hands of those men and women in the cockpit, which we call pilots.
 
All I’m saying is: let them be innocent until proven guilty.
I'm off to see if I can do something helpful rather than look at the appalling 24hr news MSM coverage.
See you there?
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Edited on 14 June 2014 for typos and syntax
Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014

Sunday, 1 June 2014

Angel



Image by Derek Quantrell: Public Domain. Public Domain pictures.net
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Angel
 
I, and all the tears I cry
Are waiting all the time
To be by your side;
 
Aeons, and all that’s in between
Wondering where I’ve been
I’m running with the wind
To you.
 
It was only last night,
A beautiful bright light
A flower of love so free;
 
A beautiful urchin,
A life-loving infant
A beautiful love song weep.
 
I never knew that I was so bitter
But when you live it’s not easy to believe
And all the time’s but a little whisper
I never knew that we could have been so free.
So free.
 
My wings for my angel.
Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 1994



 


Wednesday, 28 May 2014

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

My son


If my son ran the show:


 

There would be tractors everywhere, digging just for fun;

There would be Hoovers vacuuming as a background soundtrack hum.

Language would be made-up and ever so musical,

Every little word and sound, new and magical.

 

There would be endless giggling coming from every corner of the universe;

Books would be edible and so would just about everything else.

There would be happiness and peace and, yes...

 

...There would also be crying, but it would short-lived,

and tiny tears would roll over yummy cheeks

only to sink into a smile of tiny teeth.

 

If my son ran the show

We all would eat on our feet

If my son ran the show

Mamma would never sleep.

 

Wait a minute...

My son already runs this show of which I speak.


Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014


 


 

 

 

Sunday, 18 May 2014

Humans are not a Resource





Dear HR department,

 

Humans are not a resource

To be taken ‘on board’ like ballast, then ‘cut’ like a tree;

A ‘redundancy’ to be ‘let go’ of
 
like a bad memory.

 

We’re not like fuel or bricks, or a bunch of fire sticks,

We’re not a ‘head-count’ and your buzzwords make me sick.

We’re not your property and our bodies are not machines,

Our minds are not hard drives; they’re oceans full of dreams.

 

Humans are not a resource

You may not contact me when you wish,

You may not 'geo-tag' me or even keep me on a leash.

 

We’re not a ‘work-force’; ‘heads’ on ‘posts’ to fill your needs,

We’re actually people trying to feed our fucking kids.

Because we’re not ‘stakeholders’ with whom you can ‘engage’,

Don’t you tell me to think ‘outside the box’ so you can keep me in your cage.
 

Dear HR department, 

I'm not here to be ‘used’, ‘recycled’, ‘redeployed’ or made unemployed:

Humans are not a resource and I’m not your errand boy.

 



Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014.

Thursday, 13 February 2014

Why Mexicans celebrate ‘St. Patrick’s Day’ in September


 

Inside the sprawling monster of overpowering urban chaos that is my native Mexico City, there is a small neighbourhood that has been bypassed by time. About 10 km southwest of the Mexican capital´s historic city centre, old ‘San Jacinto’ square hides an Irish-Mexican secret. Having grown up in Mexico City, it was around this neighbourhood that I once discovered something that seemed quite unique to me. Years later, on a short family visit away from my adoptive Ireland, I set out to find my earliest connection with the emerald isle.
 

Just a couple of streets away from loud avenues packed with cars, buses and motorcycles fighting for every inch of pavement, ‘Plaza San Jacinto’ inside the wider area known as ‘San Angel’ remains cocooned in colonial slumber, flanked by cobbled streets, inhabited by tall lazy trees and children fresh out of school running around in a golden afternoon glare.
 

At the east end of the square, I walk past the local taxi rank which stands next to a niche to the Virgin of Guadalupe –an obligatory feature of every working-class work-place in this very Catholic country. A man selling traditional sweets mistakes me for a tourist and tells me I’m late for the Saturday art street-sale; I surprise him by answering him in Spanish and throw in a question of my own, he smiles and waves me onwards, up the square towards ‘the stone slab’.
 

I make my way west walking up against the sun as the square rises in front of me. Surrounding the square are old buildings that date all the way back to the 1500’s, back to the time when the small church of ‘San Jacinto’ was founded by Dominicans under the Spanish crown’s orders.

Looming up ahead behind some more trees I spot it. I begin to switch from ‘search mode’ to ‘remember why you’re here’ mode; I slow down.

It hits me again like so many years ago, that the secret this square hides is that many Irishmen once died here; in this unlikely and peaceful place.

I cross the quiet cobblestones and stand face to face with ‘la placa' as it is locally known. It is the stone slab in honour of the ‘San Patricios’ that is; the humble memorial plaque to the foreign soldiers of the ‘Batallon de San Patricio’ who died defending Mexico over 160 years ago.
 

An eagle holding a snake in its beak perched upon a Celtic cross crowns the stone rectangle, underneath it, a number: ‘1847’; further down are 71 names, by far mostly Irish; but there are a few English and German names also. One name precedes all others:  ‘Captain John Reily’.

The stone is worn and for a moment I think there might be a misspelling, I question my knowledge of the spelling for the surname. Is it ‘Reily’ or ‘Reilly’? It actually looks like the stonemason tried both spellings.
 

As I work my way down the names, I find an inscription in Spanish ‘…with the gratitude of Mexico.’

As if standing before a family grave stone, I read the whole thing and then I find my eyes staring at my feet. I think of the story of the ‘San Patricios’ and I can’t help but feel related.

Going by the date of 1847 it’s easy to remember why so many Irishmen were away from their country, but why would they have defended Mexico’s homeland from invasion by the US army?

This was a question I asked myself years ago; a question which in turn might have led me to Ireland itself.

I move out of the way of some tourists who walk past and completely miss the slab, then I spot something new to me; across the street, facing the memorial on the edge of the square itself is a copper bust; the face looks Irish, even from 15 meters away -it looks Irish, even in the middle of Mexico -it looks Irish; I should know, I’ve lived in Ireland for years.

I cross the cobbled street again, this time with a spring in my step. This has to be John Reily.
 

I was right, the prominent cheek-bones, the stubborn brow, the ice-cream cone hair… this chiselled face is surely that of John Reily, the leader of the Irish soldiers. Underneath the bust is a neat rectangular space that seems to have once housed a copper sign about a foot by a foot and a half.

I don’t know whether to laugh or cry: ‘Someone’s ripped off Reily’s inscription! That’s so Mexico City’ I ask myself whether copper is a valuable metal; but then again, I have no right to judge,; as the son of a middle-class family in Mexico, my distant acts of youthful vandalism were the product of wild silliness, not necessity.

Looking around, I feel the need to confirm the bust’s identity. If I remember correctly, John Reily was from Galway; a professional soldier; a veteran of the British army, then the US army and finally of the Mexican army; he was the leader of the deserters who made-up St. Patrick’s Battalion. As I return my gaze to his face after scanning an empty street. I remember that he was spared the fate of his men after the war, now I can’t remember why.
 
 
 

I spot a grey cat spying my every move from a barred window across the street. I look at the building upon which the memorial stone slab nests; a few meters to the side of it are a street lantern and an open gate, I peek inside the darkness; beyond a shadowed porch lies a fountain bathed in sunlight, bugambilia flowers cascading down to the ceramic figurines on the floor and real oranges hanging casually from their branches over some antique furniture. Then it all makes sense: ‘Galeria’ a hand-made sign reads, it’s an art gallery… they ought to know.
 

I walk inside, more arts and crafts than I could ever afford to bring back to Ireland catch my eye. At the back of the indoor patio, I find a kind smile at a counter.

‘Yes, that’s Reilly.’ After a quick few pleasantries I find the kind lady who is part-owner of the gallery is full of information; I pump.

‘This building was originally the church’s granary. During the war of 1847 it was an army barracks, and the San Patricios' HQ.’

I explain my interest in the subject to her by saying that I’m a Mexican who emigrated to Ireland a long time ago, and that as a youngster I found the stone slab outside on her wall and since then I’ve been keen to learn about and spread the story of the Irish soldiers who fought for Mexico. Her next sentence shows me how little I know about the subject.

‘They were hung right outside. Down in the centre of the square, where the arch and the fountain now stand …’

God, I walked right past that. I refocus and try to bring up facts long unchecked:

‘I thought they were brought to the castle of Chapultepec to be hung…’

‘No, walk around down there, there are a few inscriptions here and there, on metal signs put up by different people through the years, the stone slab outside this building was only put there only the 1950’s, the local authority asked the neighbours if they would like to house the San Patricios’ slab and the former owner of this building agreed… he’s long passed.’

I sense the nice lady is feeling anxious to tend to some more tourists, I grab an image of the Virgen of Guadalupe –my agnosticism does not apply to ‘la Virgencita’- I pay cash;  I don’t want her to feel like she wasted her time with me.

The nice lady hands me my change and says:

‘Come back on the 12th of September, they bring an Irish pipe band and a Mexican brass band. There are speeches and everything!’

I smile a confused smile and say: ‘okay, gracias!’

The 12th of September? That must be the day the hangings happened; because it sure isn’t St. Patrick’s Day! I think to myself.

Gladly surprised to hear there is more of an effort made for the San Patricios than when I was growing up in here, I leave her delightful gallery determined to find the inscriptions she mentioned.

I walk back past Reily and his fiery/friendly countenance, my long shadow precedes me riding on the sunrays that weave through the trees in the warm afternoon haze, at one of the walkway entrances to the plaza I find one of the metal signs she mentioned. Worn by the years, it tells a tale of General Santa Anna -yes, the same Mexican strongman who lost Texas 10 years before the San Patricios defended Mexico.
 

According to the sign, Santa Anna looked on from a nearby hill as the battle raged here and chose not to aid the defenders even though it looked desperate for them.

Sounds like the Santa Anna I once learned about in school.

I read on and find something even worse, I feel freezing in spite of the balmy afternoon: ‘…after the battle was lost, the invaders flogged and then hung some of the vanquished defenders from the trees lining the square.’

Lazy willowy branches suddenly acquire a ghastly silhouette, swinging slowly in the breeze.
 

I read on: as soon as the invaders withdrew from the plaza, the local people cut the trees down from which the Irish soldiers had been hung; such was their disgust at the mass execution.

The picture was becoming clear now, San Patricios were flogged or hung because they had deserted from the US army and chosen to fight for Mexico’s cause.

Not far away, I can see the centre of the plaza where a stone fountain drips a few drops and an old arch covers a small bandstand on which children play chasing each other, tripping on to the ground with dusty knees and dimpled cheeks.

I look around me, if those who were hung here were to return to this place today, I think they would be pleased to see that people here still remember what happened, that children still play freely here and that their adopted country calls them heroes.

 

Later on that night, back in my parent’s southern Mexico City suburban house, I surrender my dad’s computer to its rightful owner; he wants to check his e-mails. Hours of research leave me with a sense of outrage that the San Patricios’ story is not more widely known. In spite of a few Hollywood films, a handful of excellent books on the Mexican-American war and several tribute YouTube videos; it seems to me that the most important question remains unanswered:

Why did these Irishmen desert the US army for the Mexican army?

It seems to me there were 3 main reasons:

1. The Irish immigrants were ill-treated in the US army where they were seen as different; some authors claim that they were not allowed to practice their Catholic religion.


I think this intolerance would seem highly offensive to them, considering that it is estimated that Irish immigrants made-up a considerable portion of the invading US army -some say close to 50%.

2. The Mexican government offered them incentives such as land if they switched sides.


A clever move by the Mexican government who knew the background of the Irish immigrants; however, I would criticise the Mexican government of the time as -with the benefit of historical hindsight- we can spot the hypocrisy of a ruling class which had seized land from its own rebel citizens not too many years previously in Zacatecas for standing up against centralised control.

3. The Irishmen were uncomfortable with the US army’s treatment of the Mexican population.


One can only shiver while thinking of how on earth, the treatment under the US army occupiers could have been even worse than the treatment of the Mexican population under their own despotic military rulers.

Whichever way, the words of Ulysses S. Grant, who served the US in Mexico under General Taylor, -and who would one day become president of the United States of America- give us a clue that the San Patricios were men of principle:

“[The invasion of Mexico] was an instance of a republic [the US] following the bad example of European monarchies, in not considering justice in their desire to acquire additional territory.”

Ulysses S. Grant’s memoirs, 1885.

Grant also drew a connection between the Mexican-American war and the fratricidal American Civil War which came 14 years later:

“The Southern rebellion was largely the outgrowth of the Mexican war. Nations, like individuals, are punished for their transgressions. We got our punishment in the most sanguinary and expensive war of modern times.”

Ulysses S. Grant’s memoirs, 1885.
 
Engraving of Brevet Second Lieutenant Ulysses S. Grant in 1843
Richardson, Albert D. "A Personal History of Ulysses S. Grant" Hartford: The American Publishing Company 1868.
This image is in the Public Domain
This quote, and the claim by author James Callaghan that some of the non-Irish San Patricios included actual American citizens -among them runaway slaves from the southern states- makes me think that the San Patricios were ahead of their times in becoming objectors of conscience, soldiers who fought for ideals and preferred to defend rather than to attack.

Mexico had abolished slavery when it achieved independence from Spain in 1821.

I think that not only their religion but also their ideals were very important to these men. Why else would they join the losing side? Maybe the San Patricios could see where it was all going.

It is a fact that the outcome of the war with Mexico strengthened the hand of the pro-slavery faction in the US by adding territory to which slavery could be extended, as it had happened in Texas previously.

Interestingly, at the time, the war against Mexico was deeply unpopular in the US itself.

American author, philosopher and abolitionist Henry David Thoreau was jailed for his refusal to pay taxes to support the war, and penned his famous essay ‘Civil Disobedience’ motivated by his opposition to the war against Mexico.
Portrait by Benjamin D. Maxham (daguerreotype), black and white of Henry David Thoreau in June 1856.
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The sixth president of the United States of America John Quincy Adams was among the first to voice his concern that war with Mexico would eventually add new slavery territory to America.
 
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In light of the ‘San Patricios’ story and from an Irish perspective it is interesting that the very concept of ‘Manifest Destiny’ which later fuelled the belligerent expansion of the US into Mexico was coined by American columnist John L. O’Sullivan; a man of obvious Irish ancestry.

As Irishmen, I also wonder what went through the San Patricios’ minds as they opened fire upon their own fellow immigrant sons of Erin, fighting on the US side of the conflict. The San Patricios were an artillery battalion of fearsome reputation.
The Flag Book of the United States by Whitney Smith; Page 272 John Patrick O'Reilly (Brevet Major)
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In the vastness of Irish involvement in world events, the memory of men who chose to defend a losing side stands proudly as an example of discerning men who true to their own sense of freedom and principles brought a little dignity to a devastated –yet courageous- Mexican defence force.

I would question the morality of those who would pass sentence on the San Patricios. Death by hanging was not the adequate punishment for a deserter in those days in the US army. They were denied the relative dignity that the ‘articles of war’ stipulated at the time: the firing squad.

To me, the fact that the high command hung the men is a reflection of how meaningful the San Patricios’ choice was.

According to author Peter F. Stevens, over 5,000 US soldiers deserted during the war, others cite official reports, putting the figure closer to 9,000… Out of a total of approximately 40,000 regular US troops.

Seems to me that the San Patricios started somewhat of a revolution, in that sense they must have felt right at home in Mexico.

John Reily was one of the first to desert the US army; he actually did so in 1846; before the imminent war with Mexico began, thereby influencing hundreds of others to do the same through his personal charisma.

That was the only reason why he didn’t hang with his men. Instead, he was flogged and his face branded like an animal, then made to dig his men’s graves.

After the war Reily was freed by the US and he continued to serve in the Mexican army.

Stevens quotes John Riley as once saying: ‘… a more hospitable or friendlier people…than the Mexicans there exists not on the face of the earth…’

Considering what he did and suffered for the people he praises, his words are an example of humility and loving kindness.

It is this Irish trait which is celebrated on the 12th of September every year on that tiny Mexican plaza on the ‘Dia del Batallon de San Patricio.’

In my bed that night I imagine what that stolen copper plate might have read underneath his gaze, staring at the names of his men on that slab of stone in San Jacinto square…

 

‘In memory of Seán Ó Raghailligh, a native of Connemara; Irish soldier; the original ‘San Patricio.’ Hero of the war of 1847. A man who chose to defend those whom he could have attacked and vanquished. The place and year of his death are still not agreed upon.”

 

 




Copyright © Francisco Rebollo 2014
 
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